I could ask the Universe anything, but all I wanted to know was how do I hang on to this feeling forever? This is post retreat, where the topic was, "Be Nourished on Every Level by the Field," held by Blue Star Holland. Blue Star is a non-profit organization dedicated to self-transformation at every level. I'll speak more on it's impact on my life, a little later.

"Please carry me, it's not me that's doing this, it's you. I'm not doing this, melt me away." I could have never imagined that the journey brought me to this, but it was happening and there was no turning back - and as scared as I was. A 3-day-retreat and I was one of the facilitators. Sure, I've taught before, but this was a whole new ballgame and the pressure was seemingly on.